was feeling rather down today... cos of many factors... sometimes its very hard to keep my emtions in check... anyway i went fragging and was gunned down so many times... and i realised my skills have improved both 4 literal and virtual sports... I like to thank Xing4 Yan2 De4 for inviting me to his pop... its not often to go for such things... sigh another year has passed and another year has begun... and i feel older more tired and wiser... i prefer if i was blinded from perception... makes life so much simpler... really tired today... i have been leading a life too hectic... so me am exhausted... sometimes i wonder... what truly makes a friend? agreement or disagreement? which is better... i cannot say really cannot say... if strong words are all i have to say... might as well not say it at all... if agreeing w them comes at a price then should i agree at all? I have learned to regret... my loss of innocence

To my friends: I have failed enormously as your friend so i apologise for my own inadequacies and my lack of respect... for you and for our friendship... sigh... i suck. that is the point of this post! get it? the title says it all


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