I got Ai Mu 2... and a fila bag so happy except somebody spoiled it all... sigh... i hate it when people remind me of things i so don want to hear... never imagined JT could blow up so badly today... not cos of me but of army... what could possibly make him so pissed except work? walked quite a distance today for 2 hours and my eyes were aching cos of the overexposure to the computer screen... didn't manage to find what i want cos i didn't find anything particularly nice... must be patient... sales will come soon... stupid fat bitch squeezed her way past me on the bus today... and she was so rude not even to say sorry... sometimes i dunno what the hell i am doing with my life... what am i trying to tell myself with all my actions? am i depressed... do i hav a false sense of reality? am i trying to escape... Escape from what? whom? and y? i dunnno i really dunnoo sigh... i rest my case


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