I did somthing i never thought i would do yesterday but i hope it does not deteriorate from there... anyway i must mention the art of femoral cathetherisation is so wondrously torturous... the amount of blood lost... the shame... everything... sigh... i pity that old man... it is not the pain he had to go through that i pity but the shame... barely clothed and bloddy everywhere with and audience of 10 around him... major trauma...

today life is peaceful finally after a torrid week... the worst part of the week came from school and not on any of my wanderlust... even wednesday was a mild day compared to thursday... and friday was a huge joke... i have lost all interest in a lot of affairs as i realised that i have committed 3 huge errors of my life today... in a space of 1 week i did 3 things i never imagined myself doing and thus i will end this early... life sux


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