A horrible day... physio CA... that sums it all... i failed again... sigh... im serious this time... i shall do a jon and mug non-stop...

what a nice CS day to day... i manage to kill 1/2 ratio of kills to being killed... relieve stress... then went to give tuition and get free dinner and supper... haha...

i apologise for not going taka as i really ran out of time... priorities at stake... hafta break promise

Valentine's day is coming and im alone... sigh... look at the title of the post... i do have someone in mind but i think its rather pointless... sigh...

anyway for another post on life... I shall confess that i have actually told the girl i liked before of my feelings and she has taken it very well and i hope its ok from now on... i feel as if my heart has been freed of a huge burden...

as for the friendship post in the prev post... i will clarify the most important thing i find in my friends... that is loyalty.... so cliched... but well its loyalty i find important... not necessarily sensibility though that is quite high up on the list of important qualities...

LOYALTY: My good friends are mostly loyal for that is what friends are for right? I treasure loyalty not just on a friend-friend basis but a general principle... they must be most of all loyal to what they believe and stand for and not switch with the wind... i got some grudge against something like that... they also must be disloyal to me... as in when i am doing stupid things they are the ones who pull the brake for me w their disloyalty... I sometimes shoot myself in the foot to often for comfort... i can't write anything anymore as i feel pained and sorrowful that another time has passed and i never was able to summon out the courage to ask anybody out... i resign myself to fate that i will remain celibate and single... SDU - Single Desperate & Ugly... thats me sigh...

Roxette

It Must Have Been Love

Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, there's air of silence
In the bedroom and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes and dream away

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
>From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing, we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I've turned to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it's a hard winter's day, I dream away

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love but it's over now

I'ts where the water flows, its where the wind blows

It must have been love but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but its over now
>From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Yeah it must have been love ..



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