Sigh... Biochem really sucks... considering its my favourite subject... anyway i didn't know that i knew somebody before i met her in medicine... thats very interesting... considering that i didn't even know how she looked like... imust be quite blind cos she is quite charming... only the ring of her name sounded familliar... this world is too small... haha... so happy now... my aunt is asking me when do my exams end so she can arrange for me to jet off to Xin Tian Di with her cos she wants to go too and my parents are still fiddling over their own Shanghai trip that is the most irritating bit... I love my extended family they are so much more sensitive to my needs as compared to my parents... In Shanghai... I can do some necessary purchases when im there... the thought of it makes me happy cos i don need to feel so bad at completing all of metab in like 2 days... left only genetics sigh... was so stressed that i had to splurge on a box of chocolates that i felt wasn't really worth the money but who cares... it makes me happy... even though im feeling heaty at the moment but its chocolates!!

Its so unreal to realise that sometimes life is under control of somebody up there... not that im complaining but i feel that im being tested... haha... i feel so powerless yet so powerful... one must finish a journey one starts... to the person whom i might have possibly offended... its a he in this case... sorry... really sorry for everything but i guess that im more comfortable being around those people i know better... and besides im not lying when my mom is threatening not to fund... i hope you will treat me in the same confidence as before... sigh... sometimes i should stick to my gut principles and do what i feel is right to do... but if i do so people will say im being blunt and cruel... don hazard wild guesses if you are not the person intended to read this... sometimes the truth is a lot more convenient so im fuming at somebody for generating this entire mess/chaos cos of her reluctance to abide by the time tested principle of honesty. Its no wonder y females have cat fights... they are not exactly honest with each other all the time... and i definitely know a lot more than i can comfortably reveal so to my readers... im sorry for not being able to entertain you with another interesting facet of life... my apologies... even if i had the power to undo every single event that has happened i will not... y? cos sometimes fate puts things in a way for us to learn lessons in life... i shouldn't be so dao... but the truth is im not... its just that im too shy to even say a decent hello for fear it will come out looking superficial and shallow... i rather meet you in the eye and then give a wink or a nod in your direction... its a lot more discreet i guess but the stuff i do most of the time is not exactly very conventional is it? To the somebody who is being plagued by a huge pestilence... my sympathies sigh... after pros i must go read a certain book i feel needs to be re-read... actually buy that book from kino... ha

not really in any mood to blog these few days cos of sympathetic overload... from work and stress and other stuff which are numbing my mind... will blog intermittently over the next few days... I want to pass my driving before i leave for whatever european city... not that im being an insensitive freak here but i hope the madrid bombings and the assasination of the PLA leader will drive the euro cheaper... my wallet feels the pinch... OW!! and will those who owe me $ pls pay up... thanks... whatever it is till the next time... goodbye

I shall leave you a song...

林忆莲

爱上一个不回家的人

爱过就不要说抱歉 毕竟我们走过这一回
从来我就不曾後悔 初见时那美丽的相约
曾经以为我会是你 浪漫的爱情故事
唯一不变的永远
是我自己愿意承受 这样的输赢结果
依然无怨无悔
期待你的出现 天色已黄昏
爱上一个不回家的人 等待一扇不开启的门
善变的眼神 紧闭的双唇
何必再去苦苦强求 苦苦追问


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