I bought Kylie's CD on sunday!!! finally... after so long i managed to come out with the $ to purchase it... wa... so happy... she looks fabulous as usual although most probably you all will think i have something for middle-age aunties... but never mind... i should be so lucky to be unable to get her out of my head... lalala... her beautiful derriere... ANYWAY

I got to know a few people better these few days from friday onwards... thanks for being so kind and being there for me... you know who you are...

I shall go schizo from today... let's do a recap of my weekend activities... i finished CVS though not respiration in like 6 hours from the CHAN's notes... cos i don have enough time to plow through my textbooks... respiration is the only topic left undone... can finish it quite soon maybe in the next few weeks or so... I spent a very enjoyable saturday having a 6 hour marathon settleing things i had to do... 9am... church at novena... 10 am... borders to get something special... 11am Tangs warehouse sale... 12 pm... cut hair... 1 pm... got some important toiletries... 2 pm... talking to my teacher at Alliance Francaise... 3 pm met a few juniors... 4pm-8pm at home and had dinner n a long conversation w a friend... 9 pm... arrange another outing w another group of friends on sunday... 10 pm started CVS. SUNDAY: Church then nap then CVS then went out to meet up for lunch... went out to get kylie and then went out at suntec then went orchard to meet another group of people around 5 and went home at 7 to get more presents from relatives... and of course to visit my cousin who is only 2 years old... I absolutely adore him cos he is so cute... went home and then went online then i realise one thing... i wasted my weekend... argh!!! im going to fail... complained to somebody for the rest of the night... wasted every amount of time i have which is so sinful...

ok my rattling aside... my mom put her foot down on one thing which again made me flare up at her totally... she said that she was not willing to commit any $ is i decided to go on a backpacking trip to europe... since it was too dangerous and she will not give me permission to go if i don't join some tour or something... in view of the madrid bombing i have to heartily say so that i agree w her in principle but i feel so irritated... So i cannot join a backpacking trip... im so desperate to go europe that i don't want to go melbourne anymore... give me a flight to europe anyday... as for shanghai... i love the place and i think im going after pros but i dunno yet... after all it is the cheapest place to go in the world now so must go there and enjoy the theraputic effects of shopping...

Had a Sec 1/2 mini class gathering amongst a few individuals... 4 in fact and i sometimes wish that life had turned out so differently... let's call the rest A,B,C
A: was involved in the tekong robbers thingy over the weekend and is quite happy with life in general and wishes to pass his music exams... He chose not to get into medicine even though he got in and somehow its different with him not being around... but both of us realise that we have to take certain routes in life and that its time for both of us to expand our horizons... be is US/ UK or SG

B: in chinese the saying goes that Yi Chang Huan XI Yi Chang Kong... got into med but never joined me... really wished he was here cos both of us had so much memories in common and its really a pity that i will be M3 when he arrives... he is happy now despite all the chiong-ings of NS and im glad for him and i guess that we will remain friends but it will never be the same again cos we hardly keep in contact these days as both of us are busy...

C: I guess its with a certain amount of trepidation and fear that i write this now cos i never really treated him well as a friend i guess... sorry for all my mistakes and great thanks for being there on A level results day... he didn't get into med and even now i wish he had... cos we knew each other for so long and he was the one with the strongest ambition to b a doctor... i guess thats all i could say as bringing up the past will involve past emotion that i have stored and not willing to dwell on anymore...

These 3 friends were there for me on that day and i thank them w al my heart that they bothered to help... to think i didn't dare to ask somebody out... sigh sometimes i dunno what comes over me from time to time...

Just ignore my song post would you all? thanks... they are stupid

If fate wants to play games w me all the time so be it... i will play too...

i wish that sometimes i need not bend my back in order to do something that in the end ends up breaking my back... if it was done in the way i proposed nothing would be like this today... not very happy about it though...

if one starts on a journey... one must finish it without turning back... I shall have no regrets whatever decisions i will make... may God aid me in this

Silence reigns at home... cos nobody is talking to each other.


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