Im going to finish my driving lessons this week... so happy then i can go book my test date already... its been such a long torturous ride... so sad that this week has been taken up predominantly by driving and my other activities.... just a complaint here vbut i cant believe that i did 50 laps in 2 hours... that is so slow... but it would b a reasonable estimate considering i had a hiatus of 4 years from the pool... its been so long since i splashed myself into the pool.... reminfs me of the days when i was so much happier unlike nowadays... where sadness plagues my moods and clouds my joy... im not blowing up or anything but this doom and gloom that is overshadowing my holidays is making it quite irritating... im feeling so lost at times... anyway... congrats to penance on getting onto the cell bio viva list... who ever is up there deserves it... sigh... i don think i will post w the frequency i use to do during pros anymore... cos a lot of the personal stuff that i post has been deemed unbloggable... this is due to recent events which are causing a huge turbulence like a hurricane... and im at the eye of the storm... its calm around me but i feel the strong winds blow and pummel me to the ground... i have a wish and that is for somebody to inflict some pain on me..,, i dunno y but i need a dose of pain... bittersweet pain... sigh... haha... i think im going nuts... give me PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! cos im so pained already


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