And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full.
I've traveled each and ev'ry highway;
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
"No, oh no not me,
I did it my way".

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way

I think this song says all that i feel at the moment. Thanks for your concern. I know my comments are vague and are even more prone to being misinterpreted. I can tell you that most of the people who read my blog aren't involved in this as this is strictly my personal issues at hand. If you choose to believe that i have slighted you in one way or another, more often than not it will be wrong. Actions speak louder than words, so these words actually don't mean a thing cos my actions will validate their existence and their intrinsic meaning. if you're thinking you're going to be at the receiving end, think again. these messages go out to the general majority. Im sorry to speak in huge riddles but there are somethings that have to be kept in secret till the time is ripe. I can't really say more than what i can say cos if i say it out i will feel so uncomfortable about it. Thanks for trying to help but its my bag of trash and i will have to dump it. I guess an apology is in store to those whom i have unwittingly offended by my ignorance. I apologise for this misdemeanour. Some links shall be removed for certain reasons that i shall not say more than what needs to be said here.

Bayswater & Regent's Park: I have made the appropriate changes.

there is a certain resigned peace within me, maybe its time to let certain things go. Feel much happier today. Life is getting better and more bearable. Cos i have decided to do what must be done. Anyway onto happier things, i will have another busy week today, starting with lunch w Euston and then Dinner w JZL and then tm will be ZS' farewell with ZL and PK and whoever can make it though. I'm meeting up w TJ and SCF and thurs will be XM and Bidding ZS' goodbye at the airport. Friday will be a time to meet TD and SCF again. Saturday and Sunday? I don't know but my week is packed till friday already. GSS ends on the 25th of July so fast, next next weekend. Where is that stupid Club 21 Warehouse sale? i love G-star! Argh the peril's of the Spring/Summer collection. A/W is so un singapore so i won't even spend a cent haha. How to wear a coat in this weather.

Anyway on to more pertinent whining nonsense. I AM SO FAT. I need to lose more weight


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