Its been a long time since i blogged. I met so many people and talked on so many issues that it all seems like a haze to me now. Let me recall the specific incidents in particular.

Thursday 15th July. Well... what did i do that day? hmmm... I went to NUS to settle a niggling experiment and met a lot of the medicampers on the way. helped somebody with posters and volunteered to be a control. Then i went to meet friends in orchard. Hope you like the cube earings. It was very nice with you around. A thousand apologies. I think u have good taste. We covered so many shops together. And sorry to make you see the DKNY bag u got in Palais renaissance selling for much cheaper than what u bought it for. Anyway in DFS Burberry, i think the stuff that i didn't get in london might be coming to singapore after all... Yippee! Cos i saw something similar. Hopes are high. I declined the dinner for obvious reasons. hope you understand. I don't exactly feel comfortable around you and him which you know the reason too well. Told you before. Then went for a dinner with my parents cos my maid is a bodo at cooking. Its nice to actually spend time with them, they complain of having an invisible son.

Friday 16th of july. Well i learnt a lesson from today. I must bring my membership cards. Anyway i went out after gym and was the sponge of a bitching session that was quite astounding. I dunno why but now im the person who is hearing people bitch and not bitching. have i become too absorbent like a sponge? In fact i was trying to say that that person is not that bad. Wow considering that i even had to defend that person, who isn't close to me at all. After that met somebody at Taka level 4 to see if my taste is good. Well it is good and expensive i would say. Even i can't afford it. That person hasn't made up his mind either and decided that leaving the decision to somebody else would be the safest. Then, i went to the Mediquiz outing at marche and guess what, It's another bitching session. I tot it was going to be a bit odd cos the question setting com and the quiz com hardly talked but in the end it turned out to be one huge fun filled session before i had to rush off to modesto's. From Somerset to Tanglin. Marvellous. Got such a helping at modesto's that was terrific. Met somebody whom i met yesterday. And funnier still met KP on the way from modesto's to glutton square... Tanglin to Somerset. Marvellous.

Saturday 17th of July. Went out to Goodwood park hotel to eat. Somebody save me from these restaurants... Im getting FAT FAT FAT FAT. Shall try my best to not feast in such places... Bad on wallet and bad on health. Not that i pay but well... Then i proceeded to marvel at possibly my second item from my namesake and then went on to taka to feast on free magazines. Then i went to great world city zara, which has more things that the normal Liat towers and taka zara and not only that, has bigger discounts too... Nearly lost my student pass today at tangs and then i came back and walked to centrepoint where i managed to find something very worthwhile and indulged myself in the marks & spencer chocolate fair. I hope i can find something to buy at M & S cos i really like the luxury soft touch fabric although the designs are a bit off at times. Came home after that to do some housekeeping. Met my baby cousin at novena church tho, so cute... absolutely adore him. Uncle & Aunt complained that im never around and he misses me... So cute.

Somebody was saying that i was shallow. Hmmm... what an insightful comment. well, in JC people said i was too serious, now people say im too shallow. Im not a swimming pool u know, you can't really wade in and out of either end. Take me just the way i am. I mean, i haven't really went gaga over something since RI so since i rediscovered the happiness that has eluded me for so long, its a very general thing which spreads. I was talking to a friend who told me that i have gotten over so many hurdles that maybe its time for me to help people do so too just as he helped me. I still am lacking in wisdom i guess, its not that i don't want to help but somethings need the effect of time to heal. I need to say something to somebody, sometimes, certain people are not that hard to talk to, you just have to bear with them. My impression of somebody changed over a conversation and i think you shouldn't hold it against him for being who he is. That's at least an honest person. Some people are thinking of going australia to study medicine and i honestly can't dish out advice as its really hard to consider a more prominent degree over a shorter term. Anyway sorry if i made anybody particularly disenfranchised by my branded goods buying spree. I have decided to buy big ticket items that last longer than the small ticket items that i already have. I calculated that i would spend less time shopping and less $ too cos the stuff are generally nicer and i have more time to do other things. That is my reasoning. Sorry but i don't really buy a lot and to somebody who may or may not read my blog. What i bought from cK is not that much more expensive than mambo. Its about 15 bucks more only i think. anyway burberry has something nice that i would like to buy. Thinking of this makes my mood better. Sorry shall have to go now... I hate it when i have to blog like today. argh. Can i be more shallow. Who the hell gives a penny to what you say. I rather be shallow externally anyway.

Just only, i did something i never did for the first time in my life. I blocked an individual. STUPID F***ER. F*** good it does to have such a fren. F***. Let me put it here clearly, U r one of the culprits in my previous posts and somebody did well to make me change my mind. F*** OFF u BASTARD OF A FRIEND. How many times must you do this to me. ITS DEFINITELY NOT THE FIRST AND I WILL MAKE THIS THE LAST. if not considering what was our friendship i would have cursed you to be condemned in hell. FOREVER. GOODBYE. I will make my way there myself. I don't need you to drive me around. You have already driven me to my grave in infuriation. IF YOU DARE LETS SETTLE THIS IN THE WAY YOU ALWAYS LIKE TO DO THINGS. MAN TO MAN. Bloody F###er. Am i being an unappreciative friend or what. what wrong did i do to you. Did i let loose all of your secrets and do i use u as a joke. Obviously not. DAMN YOU MAN. SHUT YOUR FUCKING BIG MOUTH. In this case i would personally chop those fingers or hands or arms of yours off. F*** with all the push ups and pull ups u can do if you have no arms to do it right.

Pardon my usage of language which im not really accustomed to. Its just in the heat of the moment. Sorry Qianyi for making your effort go to waste. Sometimes, certain people are just not worth it.





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