Today i woke up feeling so tired. Couldn't really sleep last night. had to get up a few times to read books, binge and do some exercise. Anyway still awake now albeit dazed. My frenzied lifestyle has rendered me fat old and ugly. ARGH the effects of aging. I cannot say how much being shallower has made me appreciate life more. I can now really enjoy things without really thinking about it. Not that its mutually exclusive but sometimes shallow pursuits are fun actually. It might not bring meaning into life but its fun. Just like u remember the silly things you use to do when ur young. Childish it maybe but it was a memory to cherish. Not picking another fight here but i sometimes wish i could be a life could be as fun as shopping. I mean what's more fun than to try to find something that represents yourself? Hmmm... Intrigued by the scum blog's blue & white sling bag. I absolutely love those 2 colours. Anyway today is going to be a boring day as i have decided to make this my free day from all the stresses of life. Maybe i shall go out looking for nice bags. Saw a nice mambo backpack but didn't get it cos i don't know if i should.

I know this is going to sound silly but after gym sessions im never going to go out again. Exhaustion hits me like a space cookie plus wine and i end up not finding the exit from zara liat towers and nearly losing my student pass cum EZ link card in the process. Thankfully sunday is my rest day as it is the day of the lord and i give him thanks and praise and ask for his conifdence and help  as always. Will go out with my friends tonight and have a nice slow dinner. ARGH i forgot to bring the chocolates again. THIS IS SO BAD. I feel so bad to them. I like modesto's so much that somebody must stop me from going back there today. Must be the lack of sleep last night. DARN. I will have to give them another time then.

Now blogging from Justin's house. Getting mamma mia tickets next week. Can somebody please try to stop me when ever i pass by a Burberry outlet. I feel so tempted to spend. I said try to. It looks like i will have to get some retail therapy today. back to the same conversation i had yesterday with Aow. Bad things always happen. Its how you pick yourself up that matters. One of my juniors can't get disruption for medicine. Sigh. Such is the unfairness of life. Not that im complaining. Now after playing knights of the old republic, headed off to modesto's again to have dinner with my best buds from RI. Haha... So fun. I must try to enjoy the rest of my holidays. I have 2 missing items in my wardrobe, A burberry and ck tee shirts. Shall i get them? hmmm... shall just wait and see. Cos no urge yet. mambo back and a nice sling bag too. Im quite exhausted and heady lately, its time i started to relax and took things easy and slow.

Now i shall practise what i preach then. I shall move on. Unfortunately im too forgiving by nature. Its very hard to forgive, considering the term "E tribus optimis rebus tres pessimae oriuntur: e veritate odium; e familiaritate contemptus; e felicitate invidia." - Plutarch. For those who dunno latin i shall translate it on your behalf. From these 3 goods arise 3 fouls. From truth, falsehood. From familiarity, contempt and from fortune, bad luck. Well to sum up all the crap that has been happening lately, i would like to say that its just life and one must go on. ARGH i shouldn't have had a vulgarity laden post. So unbecoming. I apologise for offending any of my readers sensibilities. Its just that its been cooped up so long that now it just explodes. And i don't mean in days or weeks. Its actually months. Just that there was no way i could forestall it from coming as it takes 2 hands to clap. Its so hard sometimes when people have no backbone, spineless i must say.

Andrea Bocelli

Con te Partiro

Quando sono solo
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole
si lo so che non c'è luce
in una stanza quando manca il sole
se non ci sei tu con me, con me
Su le finestre
mostra a tutti il mio cuore
che hai acceso
chiudi dentro me
la luce che
hai incontrato per strada

Con te partirò
paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te
adesso si li vivrò
con te partirò
su navi per mari
che io lo so
no no non esistono più
Con te io li rivivrò

Quando sei lontana
sogna all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole
e io si lo so
che sei con me con me
tu mia luna tu sei qui con me
mio sole tu sei qui con me con me
con me con me

Con te partirò
paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te
adesso sì le vivrò
con te partirò
su navi per mari
che io lo so
no no non esistono più
con te io li rivivrò

Con te partirò
su navi per mari
che io lo so
no no non esistono più
con te io li rivivrò
con te partirò
Io con te

If you know what the title is in english you will more or less get the idea of what this song is about


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