I thought i like to clarify a few things and one of which is to speak behind people's back. I am not innocent of it myself and i shall risk hypocrisy to slam something that im not too happy of.This is incident is backdated a few days ago and i do not care if i end up looking petty in this case but i do not care about this anymore as it is totally irritating. When you HAVE NEVER BEEN TO MY HOUSE, NEVER SEEN WHAT LIES IN MY CUPBOARD, DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO WEAR, THEN DON'T TELL THE WHOLE WORLD FALSITIES THAT I HAVE POUNCY GAY STUFF IN MY WARDROBE WHEN U HAVENT AN INKLING OF WHAT I HAVE.

I don't understand the fascination with disparaging me in a crowd for what reasons i do not fanthom. If you think its a joke, well I DONT THINK SO. If you wish to impress upon the others your 'better' fashion sense, then why is there the need to put me down for. If you have something against me then tell me. Don't need to slander me in front of all the members of the fairer sex and our mutual friends. Why do i consider this as talking behind my back? When i walked up to the gathering, it was the topic of conversation with animated displays of facial expressions that bordered on horror as you recanted the tall tale. And when i found out what it was, i couldn't even defend myself. It was that type of accusation where the more you try to deny it, the more guilty you look.

You always like to talk big, be the centre of conversation, flirt and make people laugh. Yes its a nice to have you liven up things and at my expense? If you make fun of my clumsiness and the stupid things i have done well its ok, but when there is absolutely no basis to make fun of, i don't really appreciate the sense of humour. If you want to make me look angry and pissed off for laughs, i can play along, but not at the tarnishing of my reputation. I never did slander you in public and i regard this as i great dishonor. Not only are you physically flawed, emotionally and mentally too.

The real Zhong Se Qing You culprit is you. I don't think putting other people down is going to make a good impression on girls and if im not mistaken you seem to only be what you are so as to please girls and be the teddy bear or cuddlebitch that you so wish to be. You are mercenary as your motivations for everything seem to be related to the fairer sex in mind. You don't have a mind on you own and you only exist to serve girls and make them happy even if it is at the cost of others reputations. Even to the extent of this betrayal just to show that you are a man. And prove me what? some misguided immature gay? what sort of gentlemanly behaviour that represents ACS is that?

I shall be direct and crude here. And if you so wish to consider this slander go ahead. you said to me that Guys shouldn't complain, Guys shouldn't rant, Guys shouldn't do this. Guys shouldn't do that blah blah blah... Well i took ur advice since ur older and wiser and I won't if there isn't a need to.I don't regard this as a tit for tat but more of a demarcation of the boundaries to be drawn. And this time i feel that it is so ridiculous that i have to say this but i am not going to silently sit by whilst you slander me in public all the time. SO U BETTER SHUT UP.

U talk big all the time and boast unnecessarily. If you want to crack jokes then save the disparaging for yourself. If you take so much delight in putting other people down to earn brownie points from girls then i have not much of an impression of you. I am so fed up. If you like to comment stupid nonsense on my blog i won't blame you but i do not have anything to wear for DnD and i meant that i do not have anything to fit the mafia theme. Suits and coats and jackets all these i have but i do not have an outfit to fit the theme! That is what i mean by i don't have anything to wear.

If you so despise me and the lifestyle i lead then go ahead badmouth me for all i care. When I tease a clap, you threaten with me with your big mouth. When you tease me and i express my disapproval you say that its ungracious and i should be more magnanimous. Well, there is a limit to my magnanimity when certain things are uncalled for. When you tease me, i kick up a fuss and you say its such ungracious behaviour. Its just double standards.

I don't know what you have against me that makes you wanna put me down all the time. If it is jealousy and resentment, i wouldn't know for what you would feel jealous or resent about. I don't care if you go round miming me saying 'I'm so infuriated' and making me the punching bag for all you jokes. If you want to run my name to the ground then i'm sorry to have known you. Maybe i sound petty, maybe i can't take jokes, but this was a joke carried too far and it was the 1 joke that broke the camels back.

Well, i can expect your magnanimous, wronged, innocent pitiful reply to this and proclaiming to the whole world that once again the myopic individual that owns this blog has decidedly lost his mind and the wise older friend will come to protest his innocence or maintain his dignified silence. I shall feed you back your own medicine then, do not apologise for what you always will do and are unwilling to change. Do not use the excuse of habit. You didn't buy it when i used it, neither will i.

I let you push me around and let you rip my name and reputation to bits cos i treated you as a friend. Look what my generosity has done. It has created a monster. A monster who takes me for granted and pushes me around like some ball and punches me to create the jokes that release nitrous oxide and inflates ur ego whilst others laugh their hearts out. I can take it like a guy but as a guy i will not weep all over my blog and expect sympathy. I will stand for what i believe in and certainly i will not be a wimp and tolerate this insult. Such a man you claim to be that takes cheap swipes at others behind the thin veneer of friendship.

It seems that the chinese proverb should be changed. Things that go in to the ear actually come out of the mouth instead of the other ear. I confide in you and then i realise that some of my secrets are running amok around. What sort of nonsense is this? I have no more trust or faith left especially in your big mouth. If you want to remain silent please go ahead. I am not making accusations out of thin air. This incident that i have mentioned happened during lunch with the Luciano OGLs last week and i happened to pop by to observe the carnage done to me with that familiar cheeky grin. As they say in chinese, hiding a dagger beneath a smile.

I am not willing to take this private considering the amount of damage already caused and i will clear my name that has been sullied by none other that yours truly. I don't own a wardrobe of pouncy gay clothes. In fact, the item im lacking for DnD is a Dress Shirt, or the pouncy gay stuff that i'm supposed to have lots and lots of. I need it to match the rest of my stuff as elpis advised me to find something like it to appear with the theme and isn't it ironical that i'm supposed to have a lot of such clothes? If you wish to take this as a sign of immaturity you can go ahead cos i don't believe that i am being unreasonable with the grevious wrong that i have suffered. Too long have i been patient. As i would usually end off in such a situation ... DOT DOT DOT. I have nothing more to say. I rest my case.



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