Well im now incapacitated by a 56K dial up and no MSN. I am not staying in my house but at my grandmother's as my parents scooted off to somewhere without me. But its not as if my life changes by much. Yesterday was fun, i went out again, this time with avaris to Bugis as he met me at Yunnan cos i had to get books for Chor. Well, matric fair was fun and i really interesting altho i was more of a promoter than a participant. I guess i am heading towards the right direction in pursuit of my goals which are now different from the past. I shall devote more of my time to other pursuits so that i can have a nice University life. LZ just told me about her theatre studies module. I feel like taking something up and i hope im not too late. It was such a nice talk with LZ and i apologize to the book fair people whom i was supposed to help out. Talked for about 4 hours plus... what a nice talk! Anyway i got something on a whim and i don't regret buying it, will go back to Bugis another time to get the other item which i decided not to buy cos its a shirt, which i have millions of. But its nice nevertheless. Anyway i gave my cousins their gifts from Europe today and i hope they liked it, they were fighting over it and i met St. James' Park today in the morning to help spruce up his looks and i hope it looks fine. He is such a big spender... more than me... i feel so shocked. Lunch at Crystal Jade was fun although im so sorry to JA cos i didn't bring all the chocs, will pass it to him some other day. Then spent a good deal of time mulling away at the library finding the right books to borrow before heading for a dinner with relatives as i haven't seen them for like 1 month. Was supposed to go to the BBQ but it ended too late and i was lazy. Sorry Luciano. Will be in Full Force on Monday for the Home Visit. Now i shall resume an old habit and play my favorite CM. Tm is another busy day as its Sunday and i will have to make a trip to Novena and maybe Tampines. Ha, shall i go Malaysia with elpis on Wednesday for a Foodie trip and shopping? I feel like and avaris if you do read this portion do you want to join us? haha... haven't given certain presents and i feel so bad, will give asap. I need more t-shirts. I saw a few nice tees, shall decide whether to get them or not, at cK and Matinique.

I watched a romantic show today that involves Andy Lau and Rosamund Kwan i think and its very nice! I guess its the type of show that die hard romantics will like cos its just another girl reforms corrupt boy thing, which of course is rather reminiscent of certain memories and individuals. I guess it doesn't matter if you're rich or poor. Everybody is an ordinary girl or boy at heart, with playthings that depends on the amount of $ you have. And it just so touching cos im such a romantic person, always living in some dream world all the time. I dunno but I was reading this portion of a book which told me that do what you always do and you will get your results as long as you persist. I guess after reading a certain article, I have given up a part of my life in exchange for somethings that I really enjoyed but aren’t fulfilling. Its so hard to realize that sometimes after experiencing something briefly in the past, you have lost it forever cos the moment is so fleeting and so hard to grasp when you’re that age and as dense as me. Now I think the feeling is coming back and its must be fate. I guess im now more capable of handling my affairs.

Now, I must relate a story, it seems like the faramir syndrome is quite widespread. I was hearing many variations of it the other time and I felt that maybe its quite true to put it down here. Some body was attending a ceremony in which a sibling was prominently featured and it turns out that the parents weren’t too happy when girls were putting their hands around his neck and laughing and chatting away happily with him. If I were the elder I would feel so lost cos it seems like the younger is more popular and attractive to girls whereas the elder remains the bastion of conservatism and behind the nonchalance therein lies a deep insecurity over his masculinity and attraction to girls. I guess this is rather representative of the Scum in general. We never had the experience of a girl liking us but only of liking a girl and this is tad sad don’t you think? We see others in the distance and wonder, if only it could be me and so-and-so. But it will never happen cos we’re scum. Well, dunno la. Such things are sad to think about.

Well, I got a comment that my blog posts are too long and wordy. I apologise but its me. Will try to be concise and short. Although it would be better if more people could comment on my blog, I don’t like the feeling of typing to thin air. Anyway, Sunday will be another peaceful day. I guess its fun having a huge social network. Met Maurice today and I think he looks big again. Anyway, he will be in Law next year so I shall hope to see him again as I see Kelvin Fu at arts the other day. Its such a small world. I seem to meet people I know everyday.

SCUM: Shall we have a huge fragging session one day before 6 august? Lets call stone, enil and the rest of the gang down to have a bit of fun k? Let’s say one of the days next week? Both WC and CS? We should also have a class gathering cos we haven’t met up for quite a while...

Shmeen: Its been very nice talking to you about musicals. I think we should go watch musicals together! Haha

I didn’t know LQ and ben were on uberture, hmmm must ask ben about it... So fun knowing cool friends... wanna go club again... I miss my partying lifestyle, so guai lately. Where are my corrupting influences? Hello! You there?



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