I forgot to add... I love Karate. Its like the nicest thing to happen to me so far thise term. I don't know why but i somehow like the discipline that i put myself through. Maybe it was the anger of previous days, maybe cos i felt so obese and corpulent and ugly, i was so psyched up for training on thursday. It was not bad and i shall improve my swimming timings if possible. i think i swim too slowly. Shall swim more often, as its so rejuvenating, imagine hydrating yourself in a pool of water. Though its chlorinated...

Got another lesson yesterday. I guess i should change... hmmm... personality... i must be quite a confused person. Made some sense there. I don't know who i want to be. I am usually quite generous, unless you really really step on my toes with harmful intent.

I shall never walk down the stairs with pris ever again. I saw her on the 2nd floor and tried to avoid her... to avoid scandal. And she came up to me and scolded me for being rude. Then i was reasoning. If i said hi or talk to you, there will be scandal and you will scold me. If i didn't say hi or greet her, i will be unfriendly and get scolded by her like now. Then she said something i find rather funny. * you are born to be scolded and why are you walking down the stairs w me now?* As she was saying that, we were walking down the stairs to med library and guess what, Luciano was down there and everybody said hi... I rest my case.After that qichang and ivan were spotted going down the stairs too! Hmmm and somebody was busy flirting away in the library... books have no staying power it seems. Stacy's mom, has got it going on... * repeat *

I am kinda late for floorball so i shall have to leave now. shall try to make my conversations wittier considering the lines that floored everybody from sihui and the hidden meanings of lardlad and the witticisms of blue... I feel inadequate. When my mood is better, my shopping libido returns, shall rush of to tennis after floorball before checking out Tangs 72nd aniversary sale. haha.

A song to end this post. One of my most favourite songs. Why? read it and you will know.

I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don’t ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

Chorus:
Some day somebody’s gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don’t you know?
Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things’ll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You’ve got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin’ your worries pass you by
Don’t you think it’s worth your time
To change your mind?

(chorus)

I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and
Break free the chains
Yeah I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and you
Break free, break from the chains

Some day somebody’s gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry

Don’t you know?
Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day yeah
If you hold on

Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day,
If you hold on
Can you hold on
Hold on baby
Won’t you tell me now
Hold on for one more day ’cause
It’s gonna go your way

Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can’t you change it this time

Make up your mind
Hold on
Hold on
Baby hold on



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