I think i have scored another strike. Somebody has made me angry again. marvellous. I don't know how and why but i feel very RB of all a sudden. Shall not elaborate on it cos its pointless. But i am happy that i am angry. It provides a mirror which was greatly needed. make it a double mirror. Weird ain't it. I didn't blow up cos somehow my patience stayed with me. Its different from the other time. I don't know how to put it but well... it kind of reminds me of this time last year. Uncanny. Uncanny. Somebody last year was in the doldrums. This year around the same time, another person is in the doldrums. i am angry not cos of anything to do in particular. Its just a momentary irritation. It will be over soon enuf.

Was watching heavenly sword and dragon sabre. I quite like the show. Though its nothing compared to the book. I quite like all the beautiful actresses that figure in every scene. Ah. A sight for sore eyes.

I have not met up w KP yet. Sigh. Will go meet him before he leaves for the UK. I am quite busy with school and work and also i am suffering from backlash of too much social activities. Need some quality time to myself.

I have been viewing 2 political commentaries lately. its really interesting how people have different views. I know i sound bimbotic here but i quite like political discussion but i am not very keen on participating in it. You can say i am the politically apathetic. I don't like friends who are overly religious and overly political and overly moral. It really sucks talking to them. They try to impose their own curtailed views on you and it actually becomes more of an irritation than of an enjoyment. Well, i won't say i am very religious not am i very moral but i do whatever i do with a conscience and that i fine by me. Do not presume to know God's laws and order me around. And do not try to correct my actions unless you are very close to me.

Today i did absolutely nothing besides some silly work. I didn't study and i feel quite bad. In fact, i think it was the least productive day ever. But i think i did quite a lot creatively. I managed to come out with something in 1 hour. That was marvellous. After this creative exhaustion, i went back to slackdom

I absolutely adore Chocolates. Just give me chocolates and i will be happy. Trust me. This is one indulgence i am not afraid to keep. Its just so heavenly. I want to be a chocolate. maybe hazelnut praline will do fine

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking you as a precious jewel
Lord to you give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Chorus:
Jesus, Lamb of God,
worthy is your name,
Jesus, Lamb of God,
worthy is your name.

Taking my sin my cross my shame
Rising again I bless your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down you pick me up
When I am dry you fill my cup
Youare my all in all

This song has given me renewed and restored hope for the next year. Why did i lose hope? Its a long story. But in anycase there are alot of things that are inconvenient to put it on the blog as it isn't ripe now. The only thing is that i have talked these stuff with friends and they have assured me, not mere nice words, that i have an absolute right to be mad and angry as its other people who are in the wrong. I don't want to dwell on the issues further. I shall review how i write my posts from now on. Something big has happened inside me today. Don't really know how to describe it but its momentous alright. Its time i kept my house in order. I need to pay another trip to novena church. To see the beautiful flower display that adorns the church for this month. Its beautiful really beautiful... Everybody should just go there to admire the flowers.

RB: So you like la? Fessing up there aren't you?

anyway a song that changed my perspective of life in general. I mean... you don't see anymore sad chinese love songs that spell of heart break and love lost anymore right? an inspiring song cos its lyrics take my breath away with their astonishing honesty.

Debbie Gibson: Lost in your eyes.

I get lost, in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And that's what I know
Cause when I'm lost I can't let go

(Chorus)
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When (and) I'm lost in your eyes

I just felt
Don't know why
Something is there
We can't deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you

And if I Can't find my way
If salvation Seems miles away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes

(Repeat Chorus)

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost In your eyes.



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