Sitting down in med library mugging. How fascinating. I must say today has benn a fascinating day. Was nuclear bombed by diana... and then later was attacked by jon and shaun mercilessly. How fascinating. Was thankful that i could share some of my problems with anin and yup, feeling way way better now thanks to lots of people. like fangz, vipernoir, calling all angelz, chorister etc...

I was thinking quite hardly lately, is anything in life actually worth chasing? I mean, i was just taking a look at whatever i have in my room on saturday and i realised that i have too many things already. Too many books, too many clothes, too many of everything like i think i have 4 sling bags at last count and i hardly used them at all. I didn't know what to put on this morning and i came to school wearing almost the same thing as avaris and jon chia. Quite fscinating. I was actually considering wearing what RB wore today... scary...

I am quite tired lately and i hope that whatever happens this week will be for the better. Sent out a few msgs to some people whom i should have met a long time ago. I think its really up to the individual to keep up friendships with the rest of the world. Its really tough sometimes to really go out to meet people. I mean, it seems like only now that i get to know people who know me for so long better, as in they were aquaintances back in school. That's quite sad right?

A lof of people's birthdays are coming and i am getting a headache decided what to get for them. Sigh. Life is really tough when you are hard pressed most of the time. Besides not caring for anybody i don't think i can do anything else actually. Its really hard to think of others all the time. But trust me, the rewards are quite fulfilling. It's been a year liao3. Ur right. It does mean something to me. Sigh.


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