Today was a barrel of laughs. RB, lardlad, avaris and L'infernal were laughing their heads of at the medsoc agm. Can't say much cept that i have a stomachache now... Just decided to make a few things clearer since my mind is much better and so is my body. I hope that i have recovered from my latest bout of flu/cold/whatever the heck is infecting me... Went a bit bonkers tuesday and thursday. Was giving cold shoulders to alot of people and showing my irritated look all the time. Sorry to those who were at the receiving end of it. Tried to be nice but sometimes it didn't come out well. Im just not feeling well so i tend to be a bit reticent. As in i tire out easily and thus i tend to have bursts of energy followed by bouts of anergy. So i apologise but my stamina is not exactly very good when im sick and down.

I am even in no mood to shop and this is how bad my condition is. My shopping libido is non-existent. I couldn't even muster enthusiasm for a nice shirt that i saw on tuesday. Sigh. Not on buying spree now. Got other things to buy which are a floorball stick and other stuff that i won't wear. Anyway most of the stuff i get i don't use them very much judging from the amount of stuff that is cluttering my room. I don't want to crowd out whatever remaining space i have left in my room already. I mean i have stopped buying so many things like CDs, books and etc just so that i can have a bit of movement but well, its still inadequate. I can't possibly throw out everything cos it will be too painful. Too many stuff i have already. Its time to tone down on the materialistic pleasures. I have no space to store everything i have in my room. sigh. me poor house too small.

Anyway, got a brainwave for playhouse and yup, the script is done and auditions will be called by next week. We need as many guys as girls so pls don't disappoint. Medsoc agm was fun. had a lot of ideas and brainwaves and we intend to reform the system as it is. Hope its goes well ya. Im filled w hope for medsoc as i think its very promising with a smaller com and enthusiastic members. We hope that we can scrap a few non-essential activities and make some more activities that cater more to the masses like more bashes and fun stuff and removing boring stuff.

Got an interesting comment of late. somebody was saying to me: * you know... XX should get a girlfriend. He is too insensitive already. * I nearly flipped when i heard the statement. Its so true. I can't help but admit that sometimes guys can be a bit too forthright and direct. I was once like this and i know what they mean. Words can hurt and they can hurt really bad. I have done my fair share of hurting and received my fair share in return. But well, i must say that its really amusing that somebody could say something like this. Seriously, i share the same viewpoint except maybe the poor girl should be spared his insensitivity.

Medsoc AGM is really funny and ironical. I can't elaborate more but i was chuckling to myself secretly during the AGM. Maybe cos i know too much and i am laughing my head off. I must say that sometimes, you should really really watch what you say cos at times, you wouldn't expect certain people to know certain stuff and it really makes life a more amusing and funny place once you get to be in the know. Don't know what to say now but i am quite amused by a lot of people lately. Not getting angry any more but i prefer life this way. Its really amusing sometimes to see what happens to people all the time. Maybe it happens to me too? I don't know but certainly if i had the retrospective view, i would see myself too

Alone in the car is really fun. Your mind starts wondering into hyperspace and u actually start to think of things to blog about. I can't be bothered anymore to talk about life love and sex. sigh. I want a life. I don't want to think about my lack of life anymore. Its so demoralising. I am just drifting away into mists and shadows. I don't know how i am going to continue w my present state of listlessness and boredom. If only i had a life... sigh sigh sigh.


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