邰正宵

想你想得好孤寂

从你走後　细雨不停　
听著雨声　夜夜醒到天明　
眼角流出无言的泪
唔... 是回忆在胸口偷哭泣　

痛过想过　慢慢看清　
外表平静 是骗你骗自己　
用微笑送你　还答应　
把祝福给你 忘了问谁收留我的心　

当你为了我和他而犹豫
我不该只等待你做决定　
如果任性 那麽一次把你抱紧　
也许不会失去你

OH! OH! OH!
想你想得好孤寂　
我想你想得好痛心
向天大声喊爱你　
恨我说出口的不到爱的万分之一
到如今还能说给谁听

OH! OH! OH!
想你想得好孤寂　
我想你想得好痛心
向著远方喊爱你　
深深爱一个人根本不该苦苦压抑
一点迟疑　一生的悲凄

Since it doesn't come up well in this blogskin, I shall translate it into english

Samuel Tai Zheng Xiao

Thinking of you makes me lonely

After you left, the drizzle never stopped
listening to the sound of the rain, i stayed awake from night to dawn.
From the corner of my eye, tears that need no words came forth.
It is the silent cry when one remembers the memory of love.

I thought about it and suffered for it, slowly i realised
Despite the calm appearance, we are deceiving ourselves
With a weak smile, i agree
and give you my blessings and I forget, who is willing to keep my love

When you were indecisive over him and me,
I shouldn't have waited patiently for your decision
If I was stubborn and held you close in my arms
I might not have lost you forever.

Oh! Oh! Oh!
Thinking of you makes me lonely
When i think of you i feel hurt
Shouting to the sky that I love you
But I am afraid that what i say is not even a fraction of true love
But now, who can i say it too?

Oh! Oh! Oh!
Thinking of you makes me lonely
When i think of you i feel hurt
Shouting to the sky that I love you
When you deeply love somebody, you shouldn't bury your feelings.
A moment's hesitation, a lifetime's regret.

This song was so melancholic that it struck a chord in my heart. It sort of resembles the mood that I feel now. And so do many others. I don't know why but it was one of those songs with soaring vocals and powerful atmospheric music. I am a visual person, when i listen to songs i imagine the situation in which such a song can be sung. Like this song will most probably we sung in the rain when there is a thunderstorm and rolling clouds. And when somebody is feeling sad depressed and down. Sometimes things just don't go right. I don't know what to say. I am confused at the moment. I don't know really, i don't know what to do. I am getting conflicting advice and it is screwing up my life at the moment. It has been long enough. I don't know what i am holding on to. A memory, a hope or plain wishful thinking. It is a cryptic post once again. What more can i say. What will i make of it before it ebbs away? Sigh. I don't know, maybe i am just asking for it, maybe its a step i must take. Am i being hasty or am i being stupid. I don't know. If only i could ask somebody for advice. I dispense so much but yet when i need help, no one i can see in sight. Not that people don't offer advice but they are not the right people whom i need to consult. I have to take this road, it has come to a pitchfork, a change in directions. I don't want to be like this anymore. Who can i ask for advice? I don't know, i really don't know. I am in a crisis that only some guts might solve. I don't want somethings to end but it might just get more painful everyday, denying its existence and wishing that it would go away. I am running away once again. I promised myself to write down certain goals/resolutions for the new academic year but it is not done. And the reason why it isn't done is because i haven't have the guts to do something and that is pulling me back. I don't know. Sometimes fate is what you make of it, not something you sit there and wish for. And i am going to do something about it.

FIR

Fly Away

Fly away不管留下多少眼泪 坚持下去的动力还在 Nothing I will be afraid

清晨的微风　如此的平凡　看似简单　雾气驱散
温柔阳光中　慢慢醒了过来　准备面对挑战

在新的世纪　该抛开过去　是好是坏　要放得开
往梦想的路　没有想像简单　我还要更勇敢

回忆就像漩涡　它将我拉走
时间的钟响起　我不该逗留

Repeat

Fly away不管留下多少眼泪 坚持下去的动力还在 Nothing I will be afraid
Fly away不管未来有多困难我仍然能感觉 心跳还在 Nothing I will be afraid

I think most people should have heard this song by now. So i won't bother to translate it.



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