Monday, October 18, 2004
I felt really bad today. I don't know why it is affecting me so much. So much so that i had to seek help and solace from my old friends. I don't know how long this can go on.
Anyway, i had lunch with DKNY today. It was different from last time. She was the one doing most of the talking and i was the one doing most of the sulking. Sometimes, i really value her advice. It is precious. Thanks a lot. DKNY. You know that i will always love and treasure you as a friend.
Then guess what, promptly after that, i had to finish up the leftovers from playhouse. The synopsis and photos were cut and made. I also had to do medsoc work and after that, i headed down to orchard to get something for a friend. Guess what, i got waylaid again. Bah.
Me and Taurus spent most of the time shopping for ourselves. I was wryly remarking. You know, I can imagine you looking good in this and I can imagine myself looking good in this but aren't we buying a present for him? Haha. We managed not to sidetrack from the issue at hand and we found a few choices.
I kind of like esprit clothes. It is so nice this season. But i shall not spend this week. I don't feel like spending lately. Cos my friend helped me buy something via proxy already. Ha. I saw something i like. But it costs 45.90. On top of another one that is quite nice and it is 39.90. And another one which i can't seem to find it at the outlet i was today. But it is 32.90 i believe. Raglan Sleeves. Ha. This is bad.
Anyway, i found a rather cute place that sells rather cute things. I don't really know such places but its really very nice. Ha. It so fun. I bought 2 boxes of small cards there. And it costs $8. Not that i feel any pinch but its the best thing that i have bought today so far. I shall go back there to get the rest that i like soon. After CA perhaps. Want to also get myself something that is quite interesting.
I can't seem to find something. I can't seem to find what i need to say and to do. Sigh. cryptic entry here. I don't know. I don't know I don't know. I don't know. I am a fool. A stupendous fool. WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? I feel like laughing. I feel like crying. I feel angry. I feel happy. What more can i say. Ah heck it. Fate is not on my side. I shall have to recover and proceed on from this. I will not fail
10/18/2004 10:08:00 PM
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