On the issue of trust.

Firstly, we put our trust in somebody and sometimes you are constantly being let down. If you all have put your trust in me, i apologise for the fiasco that is playhouse. I will not seek to play the blame game cos most of the fault is mine. I am the scriptwriter and naturally the director too as i know the script very well. I shouldn't be acting. It really complicates matters. This is the first script that i have written and it is being performed. In the past, i used to only help out for backstage. I was used to being ordered around, not ordering people around. It did go a lot better than expected but still, there were hitches. Hitches that were totally unforseen. But i still blame myself for it. No matter what it is still my fault. I say sorry to the M2s who came down to watch. There were the funny moments but it was still disjointed and uncoordinated. It is not my cast's fault nor the crew's fault. It was mine and mine only. I am sorry. I am sorry to those who came down to watch. I am sorry to those who helped out with makeup and backstage. I am sorry to my cast and crew. Thanx for the MSN greetings and SMSes although i let you all down. Thanx for wishing me luck in your absence although i let you all down. Thanx for the flowers but really, i didn't deserve it. Thanx for the support but really i didn't deserve it. If there is another playhouse, i will improve. But that is if there would be another next time. That is if you all trust me next time. I don't trust myself anymore. Sorry.



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