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plhu: I just hate it when school work keeps on piling up. When i finish studying microbiology, a set of Miscellaneous Viruses comes in. And i haven't started on anything else!

FoA: Well, i try to make the best of everyday but i am a conumdrum of angst and worries. Why? Cos i am intrinsically an Ernesto, just that my mom forced me to be an Alberto. ( from Motorcycle diaries. Will elaborate later.)

RB: I hardly forget anything besides school work. That is my weak point. I remember a lot of things. That is why i am so bitter. I never cease to run through my entire life once every week.

Kurisutein: Hello! you found my blog! Ha... I am feeling better now don't worry about me. It was just the emotions of the situation compelled me to write whatever i have written. Haha... You disposing of jielun's CDs so soon... Unfaithful... You ditched him... He is so sad.

Today was an interesting day. There was no COFM lecture and we had 2 crazy lesson in which i fell asleep in 1... ARGH. I hate it when i can't sleep at night. I am too stressed. My sleep cycle is non-existent. Bah... The Pharmacology tutorial was over prepared. The tutor didn't expect much and i was a little bit sore at having spent 1 hour at it.

Onto the big thing that happened today. I got an audience with Tun Tan himself. Ah... What wisdom, what majesty. He who lowers himself to speak to scum like me must be venerated like a saint. He, who's wisdom is like the reach of the milky way, which spreads across the heavens and beyond, was so kind as to dispense advice to poor Salvador Allende (my new nickname) and Ruinous Blue outside the library. Flattery aside, I must refuse the praise Tun Tan showered on us today. It was so modest we dared not accept this great display of humility. They say that humility is a sign of greatness and I undooubtedly believe that i have talked to a person who will blaze across the heavens and show us the meaning of greatness and its magnificence.

Message to Tun Tan: Malaysia Bola! Do not seek to praise your humble subject for one can only stand in your presence if you permit me. I need to draw wisdom from you as my intelligence is minimal. Many things were due to luck and i believe that you are a more worthy recepient of the Biology Olympiad Silver medal that i so possess. Wait! How can I offer such a foul thing to His Highness? Oh, I should be exceuted for this. Tun Tan rao2 ming4. Nu2 Cai2 Gai1 Si3. Nu2 Cai2 Gai1 Si3 *slaps myself twice* Nu2 Cai2 Gai1 Si3 *Bangs head on floor a few times*

Onto more pertinent and angsty issues. Today i learnt a new kick from karate. And it is something that looks like you can decapitate somebody's head with. I think I am going to have fun practising it. It seems very interesting when i try it out at home. Ha. Today's karate was good. I dispelled all my anger with a few kicks and punches.

Well, with reference to the other post, Playhouse stress is actually I am stressed over how the entire thing is going to come out. I don't know what the reception will be like and i am stressed over my debut production. I mean after passing my driving test with 8 points i didn't even celebrate. I was too down to celebrate. I couldn't be bothered to. Anyway. I feel better after letting out my emotions on my blog. Just as RB says, i am an Ernesto forced into becoming an Alberto. Thus i am very angsty. My innocence and idealism has been battered down by pragmatism and reality to the point where i exist in a schizophrenic state where sometimes you see the innocence rear its head beneath the general realistic facade.

Avaris says that my blog is becoming too serious especially with the Nobel Prize posts and the Salvador Allende & Motorcycle Diaries posts. Sorry for boring you all with such cheem stuff. I was just fired by inspiration and youthful energy. I shall try to avoid writing such stuff in future if there is no need for it.

I have identified the source of my down moods. My lack of good quality sleeping time. It has nothing to do with the other postulates in the other posts. It is just my inability to snooze off into the night with sweet dreams. I hate sleeping nowadays even though i am the zzz bug



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