Today I learnt a lesson. I am very sad and depressed right now. Even more so than the previous post. It has reached the stage of silent righteous anger. Silent as in i am not speaking about it. I am not seething but i am simply fed up with certain people in medfac. I don't care if I am going to call down fire and brimstone on me by what ever inflammatory stuff that i am going to say. I can call down worse and in fact I am precisely going to do so now. It is my blog and who i crucify on it needs no justification although i am going to provide one now.

Maybe responsibility is lacking in medfac. Maybe it is just cowardice. If you give excuses and refuse to say things in my face then you are just being a fucking coward. I am not going to associate myself with a hypocrite. When we are getting the playhouse play starting and expecting people to live up to their word, they turn their backs on us. Yes. They turn their backs on us. With what reason? Crap. If you have a problem with the script then say it. Or maybe you didn't want to act in the first place. If that is the case why agree?

The play that i wrote has comic elements in it and it is meant to be so. If you cannot tolerate the script than say it in my face instead of hinting and hinting like some fucking bush-beater. If you don't want to sing and dance fine. Tell me then. Don't think that just because that you are the only person involved in this entire production. If you think that we owe you an apology for embarassing you on stage, think again. Your ego centrism is so fucking immature. You think the whole world revolves around you and that people are expected to pander to your whims and fancies. When you decided to pull out, you didn't even offer an apology, much less a valid excuse.

You owe everybody in playhouse and medfac and apology. In fact, you owe an apology to yourself. For being a bloody hypocrite. We ask you in good faith to act and you agreed. When you wanted certain things changed we tried to accomodate you and i can't keep on changing the bloody script. There must be a finalised one. The actors need to memorise their lines. Now when we need to get our act together you pull out and leave us in the lurch. For what anal retentive reason? OOOH, I HAVE AN AVERSION TO GIRLS. Are you Gay? Wow, if you cannot find a proper reason to quit, attack homosexuals. So convenient. I can to that too... I mean, what does it mean by you have an aversion to girls eh? Gay fag.

If you can't come up with a proper or reasonable reason to say, don't give such weak excuses like this. It is a fucking lack of maturity. What sort of trustworthiness is this? If you think that i will pass your immaturity and leave it be, you are wrong. You are an immature barbarian. You are an bastard of a hypocrite. You leave me with no option but to hurl vulgarities at you. Why? Cos I have had enough of your stupid prima donna behaviour and you are a prissy pussy. Get a brain transplant and a mouth transplant. You need them badly cos they stink.I cannot stand such ridiculously childish behaviour. Who do you think you are? More like shit maybe. You have just redefined the word unprofessional. I have ever never seen a more insipid and ludicrous reason in my life. It is simply flooring. You should have seen my jaw drop when you said it. I HAVE AN AVERSION TO GIRLS. *reason and logic flies into the hyperspace of incredulousness* Is that an excuse or is that an excuse.

Let me recount the stupid things that you have done. Firstly, you had to post a stupid comment on my chatterbox that went *screw avaris* Damn it. The fact that i posted Andre's comment on my blog means I value his opinions more than yours. Who do you think you are to SCREW AVARIS? GO FUCK YOURSELF. You are not worthy to even taint his good name. He is my friend and an insult to him is an insult to me. It is so stupid. The fact that you dare to type such a silly comment only reflects that you are an insufferable lout. I had to delete it as it taints my chatterbox. Do you think that you are so highly valued or that I am so scared of you to not type this. You have simply raised the dead from hell.

I am not going to spare any events here. I am simply sick and tired to tolerating you. You are one of those who i have had an extremely long patience span for and surprisingly you have exceeded it with remarkable alacrity. As you all know i was involved in the medsoc elections. And on the day i was out at IndoChine and Aquadisiac having fun with fangz and KP, I received an SMS saying FUCK YOU AND THE WHOLE LOT OF YOU. By who i wonder. Why was it sent to me i wonder. I don't know. I don't know how i got into this mess other than being friends with both parties. Apparently, word got out that somebody had backstabbed somebody else in the medsoc elections. And which posts was the only one that had competition for? Belle if you read this, please know that i would have voted for you.

AND GUESS WHAT? I was the first person to be targeted. Why? Cos i know a lot of things and news and i know a lot of people THUS i was the first person to be targeted for no rhyme or reason. Do you think i would be a telltale and divulge your own bad-mouthing of her to her? You apparently don't have much trust in your friends. I might be good friends with Miss Wong but by hiding your nomination from her and asking me to play along with your asinine and childish political games is really dumb. I was having a nice time pubbing and i receive such crap. And guess what, i was not the only person who was attacked. lardlad was crucified and Ruinous Blue was horribly backstabbed. Why? Cos we, part of the scum was accused of revealing somebody's backstabbing to Miss Ding Dong Belle. AH. How interesting. Accusation with no basis. Case falls flat. Why were we accused? Cos we knew Belle and you. That's all it took for us to be guilty

I was running for elections so i didn't vote. Ruinous blue was lazy and couldn't care less. lardlad has a computer impediment and did not bother to. Who gives a shit about what you say? Please, people have other lives to lead, it doesn't revolve around your own centre of the universe. We don't want to choose between both sides so we didn't vote in principle. How do you expect me to choose between 2 friends? I can't be bothered with whatever petty politics that are involved, just don't drag us in. If you backstab people, naturally what goes round will come round to other people, do we even need to spread such things? Do you think we would go around spreading such things? You think too highly of yourself. And the funny thing is that the next day, you apologised and said that you said those things in a fit of madness.

CAN I PUNCH YOU AND THEN APOLOGISE 4 MY MOMENT OF INSANITY? Why don't you check into Woodbridge for like anger management and who knows what other CNS abnormalities and mental retardation you have. I didn't do anything and you send me an SMS like this? What a fantastic friend you are, when things go wrong you take it out on others. We do sometimes take our anger out on our friends but in what way did i piss you off in this incident? I didn't even talk to you that day, much less any other contact. You simply hallucinated and decided that your fucking dream of us bitching to Belle about you was true. Who are you? Sigmund Freud? More like Shitty Friend. What sort of FUCKING TREATMENT you deal to your friends. Make that ex-friends. Go EAT SHIT AND DIE YOU FUCKING BASTARD. SON OF A BITCH.

and finally MUNUS. As a chairperson, you didn't welcome them or bring them around Singapore. I and RB had to do the job while you sauntered of to Thailand. Who is the president? Isn't it your duty to welcome the guests at the Woodlands checkpoint and send them off? Why is it that the Malaysians complain that they see more of the Logistics Officer and the Vice-Chairperson than the President himself? You leave me feeling disgusted with your hypocritical behaviour and your lack of committment and responsibility. You leave me to wonder once again, how in the world did you get into OCS if not for your results, and what does OCS stand for. Maybe this was a omen of the things to come. What sort of work attitude is this? Maybe you should reexamine your own stupid brain and not be so stone. Been freezing your brain in deep ice i see. To think that you flared up at Kiang Wei over irresponsibility over MUNUS. What am i doing here now?

And for the final irony of the entire post. This post was inspired by you and your blog. Yes that famous blog of yours. Not that i don't have any self control over my anger but after 4 such events I have had enough. I am not going to stand there silently and tolerate the shit you give me. Your mindless madness is nothing short of outright outrage. You, who had the most unprofessional reason to pull out of playhouse, who called Ruinous Blue a big mouthed mother fucker, who screwed Avaris on my blog, who told labelled KiangWei as another version of the word FUCKER, Who told me to go Fuck Off for no reason whatsoever, who threw the responsibility of doing the pharmacology presentation to others and etc... It is time to set the record straight. Since you like to rant so much at people who have pissed you off on your blog and curse them to infinity, eternity and beyond. So be it. HAVE AN OWN TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE. GO DIE and ROT in Hell Lai Jen Ming.


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