Read at your own risk. It is not directed at or referring to anybody but if anyone of you feel offended i apologise.

I can't be bothered anymore. There is nothing left for me to think about or even feel happy about. Why should i be happy celebrating throwing money to the wind when others need it more than me. It is fated i guess. For this to happen on me today. People who need money are numerous and what do i do with it? Fritter it. Waste it. Spend it like nothing. Bah. I can afford to splurge on the latest textbooks without so much as to blink an eyelid when others feel the pinch on their bread and butter. I can zap a monthly income away using my card in an hour or a day. What for? On retrospect, I don't know. So what if it is Prada? Like it adds like 1 year to my lifespan. What is the need for Gucci? It looks good but so what? I don't know anything anymore. I can start considering a Cardio 3's color when others have to decide if its going to take up a double digit percentage of their total monthly income. I can happily wax lyrical about how my parents dote on me when others don't have the same luxury cos maybe they can't afford it or they aren't around anymore? This has been the best present i could have gotten so far. And i am not being sarcastic here. I shall just leave it as it is. I don't want to type anymore. Sigh. Bye.



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