Today is a nice day. THE CAs ARE OVER!!!

Anyway i had to turn down a mahjong session today as i was feeling too shack to stay up late tonight. Sigh.

Anyway life's not been too good so far. Ignorance is not bliss. I don't like the way ignorance controls my life. If you don't know, don't insist.

Anyway today, my shoulder gave way. make it both my shoulders. Especially the right one. I must do something about it. It is screwing up my activities.

Later in the day, i went to shop! With none other than G-star. Actually he is not G-star but he bought something i liked so much from G-star that his nick now shall be G-star. ARGH i love G-star. They have this wonderful t-shirt going for $126 and i so so so want to buy it. And they only have so so so little quantities left. ARGH! I don't have enough $

Today was quite an eventful day. I have to face reality. I can't keep getting yes-es all the time. No-s are a part of life. But not no forever. Next year it is a yes. I got a promise that it will be a yes when the time is right.

Anyway i went out today to buy something from my favourite brand. And birthday presents. Sometimes giving is so much better than receiving. Not to say that receiving is bad but giving makes you feel a better person. Really it does.

Anyway, i hope floorball resumes soon. Fingers are getting itchy. I want a floorball stick too! Ha so we can go play in school!

The real cryptic post: I must face it. I cannot run away. This escapism has lasted long enough. It cannot be a long term thing. And i must sit down and reflect on this situation that i am in. Thanks for the holidays. I need to sort my life. There has been too many things going on that in one way or another affected my life. Crisis is another word for it. A personal one. As Ah Long would say, i need an after action review. I shall conduct one.



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