well, my christmas is spoilt. So i am not happy about it. So are many others, who are in worse fate than me. But i don't feel any pity or sadness, just nothingness. maybe cos i am emotionally emptied. Watched nobody knows today. A sad haunting tale. Worth watching again. After it, felt like throwing away what i just bought. Not that buying it helps my mood, but it lightens it a bit. shall hope for a happy new year. For this christmas is certainly not merry. And i won't be spending the new year at home this time.


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