Wednesday, January 05, 2005
haven't had a long post in a long time. That is a good sign. No news is good news. tide is turning.
anyway, its getting cold lately. A lot of birthdays are coming up. Important ones. one just went by, 5 more on the way. January is a month where i find most of my kindred spirits.
yesterday was a very long and reflective day. Was thinking of many things and many events, not least microbio but finally managed to sum up the courage to broach a question which makes me quite vulnerable. we all find light at the end of the tunnel.
had a lot of heart to heart talks lately. Its nice even though the conversations are as disparate as a bustrip and a marathon phone conversation.
bought the first ever linen shirt that i liked. Kind of an achievement. Was looking for something like it for 1 year. a markedly different direction for me.
i don't give thanks and compliments out easily, but well, i guess one of my resolutions for this year is to be able to say the stuff from the bottom of my heart without reservation.
somebody asked me a very personal question lately. even though i knew the answer, i feigned ignorance. Cos i don't think i am going to do anything about it. I'll just live life and not be bothered about it.
somebody also said a statement that meant a lot to me. I guess this affirms my decisions and my choices. And i think i should go novena church to offer thanks for all the ramifications of that statement.
I'm at peace.
1/05/2005 09:06:00 AM
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