Fortune Favours the Brave. Sometime i wonder how he manages it. But well, i shall have to condescend to speaking to him and learning from the master. I am a but a beginner. I feel i owe him an apology but at the same time my pride makes me unable to talk to him about it. I guess i am wrong to have let my bias take over.

The ICE is BROKEN. Well, well. It is surprising how lighthearted this issue came up. It was settled dust and all with a few words. And i must admit, I am thankful that it has come to such a resolution and i needn't bite my tongue everytime things like this happens. Never one who was able to broach the subject openly although i must find out if this leaked out from somebody else.

Cat on a hot tin roof. Well, not every bed is made of roses. Not every poison is meat. Sometimes when all the attention is centred on yourself, you forget others. There is only 1 mouth and 1 pair of eyes. If i could have more i would have wished for it already. Cos i feel really bad to abandon ship. I dread that day.

Forgive and forget. Soemtimes it is that hard to let go of grudges. I am guilty of it, even as i tried my best today. It is really hard to, not that the person has anything wrong but maybe i derive an unnatural and unhealthy form of self-satisfaction from it. I hope this phase changes for the better soon. Not just myself.

Shell shocked. I am still lost in translation. Watched Taegukgi today. It is such a beautifully wrenching show. I feel so much for the younger brother. It is the universal theme of sacrifice and worth. And sometimes, certain sacrifices are not worth it, be it love or brotherhood. But rationalising aside, if i were to be put into that situation, i wouldn't be sure if my principles would be that strong.

Sleepless in Singapore. I guess music mood and philosophy of life has changed. I am progressively sleeping less and less and spending more time out at night pondering upon the pavements. It is really nice, when all the quiet sets in and makes it seem that there is nothing in the entire world but you. It is but a dream a very nice one.

Song of the day, i actually like only the beginning not the chorus. Cos it really is like the beeautiful night.

梦　天长地久的梦　地老天荒还是梦
天真的我不曾犹豫　我现在只剩下心痛
不曾有过感动　不曾如此怦然心动
飘忽的你就是这样来去匆匆　嗯

＊错　告诉我没有错　告诉我该怎麽做
现在的我偷偷的说　我还没真正的错过
不要说的太多　你不要说还有很多
寂寞的我　伤心的歌　是谁的错

＃我试著不再说　这里只有我
日子一样过　一回头尝尽苦果

＋无法忘记　不知道我该如何哭泣
不知道如何欺骗自己　是否知道只有你
无法忘记　是否所有的点点滴滴
和那些醉人却心痛的故事
就在我尽情哭过之後　我就能入睡後忘记
只怕梦到你

重唱　＊,＃,＋

我不要　不要　不要
无法忘记　我不要梦到你
不要梦到你
无法忘记　伤心的歌　是谁的错


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