Thursday, February 24, 2005
An old injury opened today. at 11.30 pm. I don't want to know what possessed me to say even that. But well, sometimes there are certain things that mean much more. Much much more than what i can say. For further info highlight belowAn old army friend spoke to me online today. It was a long time since i saw him. But whatever he was speaking was mainly nonsensical going to ORD mood stuff. Until he talked about my profession with regards to the army and how unfair it seems that MOs are MOs even though they did not go through the whole OCS course and the behaviour they display is lacking interms of leadership and ability. Well, the conversation trails off from here. I just don't wish to talk about this cos it brings up many things that have been said and experienced. Many many unwanted memories. and if onlys. I guess I might do something drastic. But I don't know if I can live with its further repercussions. I will seek help in prayer and hopefully I will get an answer. Just like the last time something like this happened, i got the decision at the Milennium Bridge in London. And I decided to live with it for the near future. Although things are not smooth sailing now, i don't regret my decision because i chose it. Thats all that matters actually.
2/24/2005 11:27:00 PM
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