Sorry if i ignored a few comments on my doodle board. Thanks so much princess and enil.

Ok. In case you are wondering, the card is not for either of the birthday girls. So i hope that settles it. As for who it is for, well, i am not at liberty to say.

I think i did something extremely stupid today. I don't think i will get any appreciation for it. I went all the way to eunos, wasted approximately 4 dollars in busfare and 4 hours of lecture time inclusive of 2 lectures just to find something but it managed to fail miraculously again. I am so inspired by myself. THIS IS SARCASTIC. Sigh. Why and what am i doing all of this for? I don't know. I am quite lost and buffooned by my own behaviour. I came to the conclusion that maybe the world doesn't need more gifts but more understanding and patience.

Speaking of understanding and patience, i think i need quite a lot of it too. I nearly blew up just now again. Not that blowing up is fun but i felt that this time it was totally unwarranted behaviour on somebody's part. If you are unhappy with somebody, you don't expect that same person to be happy with you right? And if so, do you think you should expect the other person to do you favours even though you are in the wrong? Sorry, I can't. I can't keep a straight face and expect a friend whom i am on unfriendly terms with to give me a lift or answer questions or whatever. I feel that there will be some awkwardness and my skin is not that thick.

IF THERE WERE ANY SIGNS OF CESSATION OF HOSTILITIES YESTERDAY, anger is back.


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