Deja Vu and shock rule yesterday and today morning at least. I cannot imagine it anymore. I don't want to in fact. Maybe i shall just become a recluse instead. Its too shocking already. Shocking shocking shocking shocking even for a person like me its too shocking shocking shocking shocking. I am speechless and shocked beyond words. I have nothing to say. Shocked speechless. Wu2 hua4 ke3 shuo1

Deja vu. Deja vu indeed. Deja vu. Deja vu indeed. Somethings keep on reappearing like WW2 in history textbooks. They refuse to go away. They hit you on the head, slap you on the face, They just hang around and nag at you from within. It is too deja vu-ish already. When you don't want it. It keeps on happening right before your eyes. over and over again. How many times have i seen this particular scene replayed and the consequences of which and the later stage events unfold again? Deja vu la. Deja vu.

Something is not going right. At least my gut instincts are letting me down. I was stupid not to realise 2 things. May have suspected them but didn't figure it out till like today! I am such a klutz. Mentally that is. I don't know what is wrong now but i can only look and guess. The problems may not be totally hidden from sight. Maybe one just needs to look around and look within to figure out what and where went wrong. How did i not piece 2 and 2 together? How did it totally went past me? This is a joke and a farce indeed. I had better correct certain things before they go awry and terribly out of hand. But well, maybe its too late to correct them already. Sigh...

I just felt like translating the lyrics of 听海 aka listen to the sea cos they are written so beautifully in chinese. Even in english it has a certain poetry to it. I love this song and A-Mei!!!

写信告诉我今天 海是什麽颜色
夜夜陪著你的海 心情又如何
灰色是不想说 蓝色是忧郁
而漂泊的你 狂浪的心 停在哪里

You wrote to tell me what is the colour of the ocean today.
Being with your beloved ocean everyday, what are you feeling?
Grey is something you don't want to say, blue is worry
And you the journeyman, your restless heart where shall it lie?

写信告诉我今夜 你想要梦什麽
梦里外的我是否 都让你无从选择
我揪著一颗心 整夜都闭不了眼睛
为何你明明动了情 却又不靠近

You wrote a letter, telling me what you wish to dream tonight
I, who live outside your dreams, don't know where to let you choose
I offered up my heart, and my eyes couldn't close all night
Why do you shy away from me, when you obviously love me.

听 海哭的声音
叹惜著谁又被伤了心 却还不清醒
一定不是我 至少我很冷静
可是泪水 就连泪水也都不相信

Listen, the sea is crying.
It pities all who have been hurt and have yet realise
It is definitely not me, for i am calm
but the tears, even the tears refuse to believe

听 海哭的声音
这片海未免也太多情 悲泣到天明
写封信给我 就当最後约定
说你在离开我的时候 是怎样的心情

Hear, the cry of the sea
This stretch of water is over passionate, grieving till morning
Is writing a letter to me your final words
Telling me then when you left me, your true feelings.



I think my translation sucks. So just read the chinese.


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