Microbiology and Neuroscience.

Well, the days of pros are approaching. I can't help mugging as much as i don't want to. It kind of sucks actually cos there is absolutely no way that i can spot anything for microbiology. They can come out with anything under the sun!

Well, neuroscience still remains a rather foreign subject to me. I mean with all those amygdala and basal ganglia, it still sounds alien and foreign to my ears. I pray i'll do ok.

Anyway, i think i over exerted myself at floorball on saturday. I am aching all over and i presume it is because of the lack of flexibility induced by sitting too long at a bench poring over notes. Also, i think i got a huge immunological reaction on sunday as the effects of 4 simultaneous vaccinations finally took their toll, making me totally blur and having a low grade fever. Argh.

Now I am in the medsoc room, a few hours before i need to leave to esplanade. Hmmm, all i want to say is that i was quite infuriated just now, but thankfully, i managed to control it. I feel at peace now. Shall go back to mug somemore. Having supper tomorrow night.

Loneliness is a luxury. You can only afford to be lonely when you have somebody to return to. Well, i felt lonely a few days ago, but that loneliness made me somewhat fearful and isolated. Fearing of the past and everything that it stood for. Fearing of what was once before and now i try to forget and avoid. Fearing of myself and the negativity within that i have so hard tried to suppress. Well, i faced this fear and loneliness and i feel i came out of it much stronger. The world is a weird plae. I feel i am too young to understand what are the intentions fate holds for me.


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