I am now in my friend's aunt's house in Pudong Shanghai and well, its quite a lovely time here. Shanghai is lovely but the weather is a bit hot though. I'll like to comment that there are many things here that are very very nice. But i believe that beijing will be better and bigger. I know this post sounds like rubbish but i really dunno what to blog now. It is so fun at the same time so depressing. I am now listening to the Aikawa Nanase song from plhu's radioblog. It cheers me up somewhat.

I still cannot believe that after 3 weeks of whatever that happened, i am still fuming and very angry over it. Maybe i like to bear grudges but maybe its just another case of being let down and disappointed over and over again. Not least by the same person but let down by my own trust. Call me gullible then. I don't like my own trust being misplaced, especially by hypocritical actions. I don't know why it is troubling me so much. Anyway i am trying to stave off such depresseion by thinking happy thoughts but i am quite angry.

And receiving stupid messages and phonecalls in shanghai isn't helping because stupid M2s cannot understand that a no-reply by the end of the day means that i am overseas. It is really irritating when IDIOTS keep on calling you non-stop and do not get the hint when you don't pick up. It is their holidays now but it is also mine. If you M2s are going to go off on your own holidays without informing me and expecting me to be always around when you need money, well, its not my fault that you didn't find out from me sooner right? And it is making my holiday all the more not enjoyable when work keeps on interrupting my fun.

Well, this place is not too bad. Luxury is more ex than usual but the nicest is still the roadside shopping for bags as presents. Can't wait to return to singapore with my fantastic purchases. Got a lot of cheap bargains. Just wished that it wouldn't be so hot here. I am literally melting like a snowman. I think i have melted already. I think i have fallen in love with chinese ink painting because it is so simple and elegant and refined. I snapped 100 shots of pictures at the shanghai museum itself. Ha can't wait to upload everything. Till then ill see you when i return. Leaving for beijing today.


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