Its been a long time since i posted. evidently CHP has taken a toll on my health and my life. I am unable to do anything that i want to do really. Today was the real rest day i had as there was a last minute change of plans which resulted in this night being free for me. Was not feeling too well physically and emotionally these few weeks, and well, I am trying to hit freefall to the nadir now. Let all the problems run their full course. Quite fed up in trying to please people especially people who get in my way all the time.

I think i have gotten sick of the life of being one that constantly thinks that i am the one at fault and others are always correct. Maybe I am getting delusional, but the more i ponder over my faults, the more i see that there is nothing wrong in them. And guess what, i think that idea in itself is highly flawed but I can't find any flaw with it. Its just 2 sides of my personalities fighting it out at the moment. Schizophrenic there. But I get the idea that sometimes I am getting too big for my head and something is going to come falling soon but i can't seem to pinpoint or stop it. Maybe I should take a rest and retrospect once more to prevent this.

When I am sad, i head either for the shops or for my disco collection. Today I visited prada and it lifted my spirits because i found something nice there. I think I shall go drown out myself with some disco now. Not really inclined to talk a lot here in view of my depressed mood. I think something has gotta go. Am I at IT again?

Madonna ~ Sorry

Je suis désolé
Lo siento
Ik ben droevig
Sono spiacente
Perdóname

(fade in)
I've heard it all before
(repeat 12 times)

Chorus:

I don't wanna hear
I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I heard it all before
And I can take care of myself
I don't wanna hear
I don't wanna know
Please don't say "forgive me"
I've seen it all before
And I can't take it anymore

You're not half the man you think you are
Save your words because you've gone too far
I listened to your lies and all your stories [I listened to your stories]
You're not half the man you'd like to be

(chorus)

Don't explain yourself 'cause talk is cheap
There's more important things than hearing you speak
You stayed because I made it so convenient [I made it so convenient]
Don't explain yourself, you'll never see

Gomen nasai
Mujhe maph kardo
Przepraszam
Slicha
Forgive me

[Sorry] (repeat in background)

I've heard it all before
(repeat 15 times)

(chorus)

(begin chorus in background)
Don't explain yourself, 'cause talk is cheap
There's more important things than hearing you speak

(chorus continues in background:)
[I don't wanna hear]
[I don't wanna know]
[Please don't say "forgive me"]

I've heard it all before
(repeat 3 times)


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